i understand you and i thank you so much but im a beginner its complicated really complicated
it is not going to be easy and you will need to have patience because some steps takes a while to do and in some cases looks like it is finished but not.
If you never done it before read over all the steps until you understand exactly what needs to be done.
Download all the files needed prior to even starting the process and put them in a folder on your desktop.
jailbreaking is not an exact science and things can easily go wrong so you are doing it at your own risk.