I'm sorry to hear this. I can only suggest as JTP said keep your account open. From your post I can see you have a lot of friends here and it is friends that can help you get through a rough patch. I don't know what hassles you have had here and I don't want to know or take sides but you will learn in life that when you join a group you will not get on with everyone. I have found this myself in places of work and even computer forums. Maybe have a rest and a rethink and come back later because sometimes things in life get too much and its times like this that you need friends. Good luck what ever you decide
