At 15 things build up and solutions, futurewise, can appear to be hopeless .. in fact we have that problem all through our lives but the younger you are the worse it seems to appear. Age helps .. Being in a place like this can also help .. no-one gives a "monkeys" if you're 15 or 51 if you have the right attititude.
You've got a good head on your shoulders and we have come to respect you as one of us .. you have portrayed yourself as you would want others to see you. I hope the portrait and the REAL you are the same, I can't believe that they wouldn't be ..
Don't worry too much about the future .. try to think and plan ahead. Keep to what you think is correct but be prepared to listen to the advice of others "just in case"
I wish you the best of luck in whatever you decide to do from now .. and be aware that if you're lost for a friend then (and I am sure I speak for all of us here) you know where to find someone or a crowd that accept you for what you are and not what they want you to be ..
GOOD LUCK .. you'll be missed
